So.......this date.

Ok I made it through.... and it was very fun!

HOLY SMOKES! Nervous much?

For crying out loud, I am going on a date tonight with this guy I really like. Yep, Jared Hitchcock. He's KIND OF adorable and wonderful. He opens the door for his cousins, and Sarah and I are in love with him. Anyway, I'm sitting at my kitchen table waiting for him to come pick me up. He should be here in about 15 minutes and I am so nervous. I can't stop walking around the house, and feeling like I have to pee over and over again. ha (excuse my looseness ha) I feel like I might smell too strong, and that I should have only put one spray of perfume on...oh goodness I don't know! Sarah isn't even here to like hold my hand or SOMETHING! Ah....my stomach feels like it might turn upside down. Actually no it already has turned upside down and I just keep feeling it go round and round again.....over and over like I'm about to throw up.

Come on. I mean, it's a date! One date. This is how I know I need to get out more. A lot more. This is ridiculous. We're having a dinner picnic, then he's going to watch my play in my soccer game tonight. If I survive it and don't make a complete fool of myself, then I shall report back on how it goes.

ahhh.....

-tw

Indecisive? Maybe a little...?

Yeah, maybe A LOT. Darn it. Sarah has always been so determined and completely driven as far as school goes. She has ALWAYS wanted to be a nurse, still does, and will do WHATEVER she needs to in order to get there. I admire that about her. ME on the other hand...shoot, my Junior year of high school I thought it'd be awesome to be an astronaut. Obviously didn't take that route, but I went from physical therapy, to dental hygiene but recently I just have thought a lot about it and I hate science. It's not easy for me to grasp and I don't REALLY want to do dental hygiene. I don't know what to do with my life! I need a career- something to go to school for but I don't know what to do.

BOOOO.

Charm, charm ER!

So... Tarah likes this guy. He happens to be the same guy I like. WhAT!? I know. Never thought that would happen right? His name is Jared. Jared Hitchcock. It's the guy Tarah wrote while I was in China and while he was on his mission. (So they're probably meant to be. With that alone.) Anyway, pretty sure he asked her on a date tonight. Well sort of. But he's going to... and I'm glad. I hope he does already! Man a life! It's about time. They need to just date, fall in love and get married already. And I'll just get over it. I'll find some other handsome, wonderful, spiritual giant to marry. :)